2024年1月9日发(作者：)

Written By Shiloh Dynasty, XXXTENTACION

Produced by Shiloh Dynasty, potsu

I know you so well, so well

I mean, I can do anything that he can

I've been pretty

I know you're somewhere, somewhere

I've been trapped in my mind girl

Just holdin' on

I don't wanna pretend we're somethin'

We're nothing

I've been stuck thinking bout' her

I can't hold on (I've been thinking)

I'm in pain, wanna put 10 shots in my brain

I've been trippin' 'bout some things, can't change

Suicidal, same time I'm tame, picture this, in bed

Get a phone call

Girl that you **** with killed herself

That was this summer when nobody helped

And ever since then, man, I hate myself

Wanna ****in' end it

Pessimistic

All wanna see me with no pot to piss in

But nigga been excited 'bout the grave I'm diggin'

Havin' conversations 'bout my haste decisions

****in' sickenin'

At the same time

Memories surface through the grapevine

'Bout my uncle playin' with a slip knot

Post-traumatic stress got me **** up

Been **** up since the couple months

They had a nigga locked up

I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on

And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb

I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on

And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb

I know you so well, I know you

I mean I can do anything

I can do anything that he can

I've been pretty

I know you so well

我太懂你了，太懂你

我意思是，他能做到的我照样可以

我曾也美丽（采样Shiloh Dynasty的I Knew You So Well）

我知道你在某处

但女孩，我却在自己的想法中被困住

坚持着

不想假装我们有什么关系

我们毫无关联

但我思念着她无法自拔

我没法撑下去

我很痛苦，想用十发子弹射穿我的头

我为了一些事而迷茫，这无法改变

有自杀倾向，但同时我很稳定，试想一下这幅画面，我躺在床上接到电话

和你混的女孩突然结束了自己的生命

就是在这个夏天发生的事，没人给予帮助

从此以后，我天，我恨死了我自己

真tm想结束

有点厌世

大家都想看我穷困无助

但当看到我自掘坟墓时 他们很兴奋

厌烦了大家都在讨论我匆忙下做的决定

真的厌恶

同时

想起了那些记忆

关于叔叔拿了上吊绳自缢

受伤后的压力让我混乱

最近这几个月我也身缠琐事

他们把我关进了牢狱

我感到痛苦，光是坚持住感到痛苦

但我无法感同身受，我怎么那么麻木

我感到痛苦，光是坚持住感到痛苦

我无法感同身受，那么麻木

我太懂你了，太懂你

我意思是，我可以做到一切

他能做到的我照样可以

我曾也美丽

我太懂你了